It's christmas!!! Hmm but i aint exactly in that joyous mood. Hmm dunno leh, perhaps i'm a little tired and moody... Hai guess it must be me and that "alone syndrome", heh cos christmas this yr was really fun but i'm still feeling quite blue now.

Went carolling last night :) It's been a looonnng time since i carolled and it was great! We enjoyed ourselves, making a big hoo-ha on the bus, joking, singing etc etc. humphz they made me do the nah-nah cheer lorh... so maluating :( haha think our nonsense kept everyone on the bus awake :) i gorged myself with lots of food too cos we feasted at every house we went. 18 in all leh... cant believe myself, but somehow the log cakes, ham, pastries etc were too good to resist :)

Had service in church today as usual and the kids that i sort of teach put up a skit. They were quite good and i'm proud of them. And i think they had lots of fun in the preparation and that's what made it more meaningful. Then i came home and slept the whole afternoon away :) din sleep at all last night cos the carolling ended at bout 4am. Wasnt exactly in a good mood after i woke up. Guess it's the after effect of being too happy and boisterous :) Cos when i'm no longer with the crowd and i'm alone, i start feeling weird and start thinking bout things and getting moody... hmmm....

Anyway, i've been thinking about how i spent my holidays cos someone reminded me certain things about friendship. Heh, guessed i've neglected some people over these few weeks and i'm feeling quite bad about it. Ok, I promise myself i'll spend more time with more people now. Yarh, i've been running around the place too much, din really have time to sit down and have those heart to heart talk with a lot of people. So to all my special friends (heh u know who u are) paiseh ok :)

Have yourself a merry little Christmas.
Let your heart be light,
From now on our troubles
Will be out of sight.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on our troubles
Will be miles away.

Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore,
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.

Through the years
We all will be together
If the Fates allow,
Hang a shining star
On the highest bough,
And have yourself
A merry little Christmas now.

It's Christmas! I shouldnt be brooding. yeah! kinda feel better after writing all these down :) the song's encouraging too :)
[on a smaller note i dunno why the stars on my blog disappeared... sigh the link to the background's not working =( kinda miss my shimmering stars]
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