Was stuck with the car yesterday again and i was in agony the whole day cos i din know what to do with the car! I dunno how to drive the car properly but my gor gor will only come home tonite and my parents want the car back this morning so the keys were dumped with me again... sianz.
I hate driving. I hate driving. I hate driving. I hate driving. I hate driving.

1) I cant go to places i want cos i have to think about what to do with the car. Even if someone can direct me to the place i dunno how to get to i'm 100% sure i'll be lost on my way home. Yesterday i couldnt go to Okkar and AH's house for home-cooked Myanmar food cos of the car... =(

2) I dunno how to park properly. Ok. I dun even know how to park at all. Unless there are 3 empty lots in a row. =) The Luciano OGLs were planning to go food fest yest. I wanted to go too... So in the end poor Diana, Shaun and Jeremy had to risk their lives and sit in my car. Mwahaha so poor thing =) All of them had license so in the event i couldnt get the car into the lot one of them wud get down and help me park heh heh... I think I must have traumatized them - stalled the car countless of times + nearly got into accidents + making wrong turns and ended up outside the carpark b4 finding a lot etc etc. Haha paiseh paiseh. I think poor cute cute was worried something might happen to her twin in my car... oops =)

But now Pris has passed. 1st time somemore. =) Well done! Quick quick go get a car. Then i can be a passenger instead of a driver =p


The food fest was, hmm not as good as expected... the only nice thing was the snow ice i think. But tt was really nice... if cute cute wants a pao pao cha machine i want the snow ice machine =p Eh we shud set up a stall soon with all the machines we want, the pao pao cha one, the snow ice one and the waffle machine. We'll make big bucks in the science canteen... =)


Silly hotmail refuses to let me get in... Why harh? i dun understand. they keep saying cant find server. Urgh. Dun like hotmail. But i'm too lazy to get an account elsewhere and tell the whole world of my change in address... =(



? . 11:40 AM
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It's been so long since i last blogged i dun even know where to begin...

I think those faithful pple who still come to my blog are the pple i see everyday in sch so i guess u all dun need any updates on my life lah =) I'm still the same old me i hope... just that i felt really really worn out in the past few weeks. It's like all of a sudden there's so many things thrown at me i dunno how to cope... But now at least things are more or less settled. The welcome tea for soma's over and we're more or less more sure of what's going on after talking to the seniors and meeting up to talk abt things...

Sometimes i do wonder why i'm doing all these stuff. Responsibilities - they're scary to me... And i think as i grow older i'll just have more and more responsibilities... Hmmz, drove the car home for the 1st time today cos my brother dumped me the car in sch. All i can say is that i'd rather be a little kid and have them fetch me ard... at least back then i could still admire the trees zooming by, now all tt's in my mind is to watch out for the braking lights of the car in front of mine & to keep the car from crashing. I dun like it. I dun like that kind of feeling of being responsible for other people and for myself... And then next time as a doctor there'll be even more responsibilities. And i think i'll be a super bad doctor... How do u expect me to tell the patient to lead a healthy lifestyle when i dun give a hoot abt what i eat or whether i exercise or not? I cannot make it lah =p I'm sure they'll sue me for telling them all the wrong stuff...

Ok I'm rambling on about nothing again. Heh I just want to fill up the blog space lah - to show that i do blog =p I should go back to prepare my pbl now...
Then it's back to mugging! urgh... havent been able to mug properly in a long while... I think I'm very mah fan. Last yr i complained bout the number of tests. Now i feel that there shud be more. At least they force me to study properly... Sigh, I'm glossing through everything now and then chucking them aside... When the CA comes i'll just die big time...
But anyway i took great pleasure cancelling out stuff from the timetable. It looks a little less packed now so there's early days for me! Can come home for afternoon naps... =p
? . 4:17 PM
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