Sorry arh this is going to be a lamenting entry so if you arent in the mood for such things dont read it =)

Hai I failed my driving test. Again. And unlike the previous one i dont even know how i failed this time so i'm quite irritated... I came back from the test thinking i would pass but then he sat down and started ticking and ticking and ticking... urgh... Hmm lets see he gave me at least 12 points for driving too slowly...(speed too slow for the road - 2; speed too slow for traffic conditions - 4; delay in moving off - 2; insufficient acceleration - 4) Driving too slowly???? I cant believe it leh... Nobody in my whole life has told me i drove too slowly before... My instructor forever tells me to lift my foot off the accelerator cos i never slow down and i drive at like 80 km/h on the highway... Hurr now he comes and deducts 12 points from me for driving too slowly?! Yarh larh i think i made an effort to drive slower but i didnt even think it was that slow... He said the cars were way in front of me so it just goes to show how slow i am... Err question mark question mark... But whatever larh... I never knew i had to keep pace with them and excuse me they can speed i cant lorh. And then he penalized me for my gear stuff... He said i must change down to gear 2 before i stop so that i can be better prepared for the hazards and be prepared to move off... But it's red light lorh! I know the school pple are taught this but i'm not! I always stop with gear 4, sometimes gear 3 so i thought it'll be good enough to show him i know how to use an engine brake by changing down to gear 3 at all the traffic lights... urgh... oh well... And for more than 2 times during the evalution session he said, "You can drive, but...." Then he goes on his long story drawing on my score sheet and starts ticking and ticking... Alamak... If you think i can drive then you complain so much for what?? Hai sorry for complaining so much arh, i'm quite depressed cos i wanted to pass this time... It's like throwing money down the drains so i cant help being irritated... But it was a good learning experience and at least he was better than my first tester who didnt even tell me what's wrong with my driving... Hmm hope i can do better for my next test... =)

And that's not the only bad thing that happened to me that day. After the test my phone conked out... Hmm it was exactly at the point when i started to msg a few pple to tell them about my result and was just about to reply to some of them... Then my phone went blank... Hmm I thought my battery went flat but when i went home and i couldnt even charge my phone i realised my phone seriously died on me... Haha i think i freaked a lot of pple out... Heh heh did you all think i was going to commit suicide or something??? I'm not that mad larh =) Ok about it after a while... Haha luckily i called my father before my phone gave up on me, otherwise he'll be frantically searching for me too =) When i finally reached home at 10 plus and used my mom's phone to check my msgs, there were like 20 something 30 msgs and a couple of voice msgs in my phone... Ooooopps... eh paiseh paiseh... i didnt mean to avoid you all...=p Errr and my numbers are all stored in my phone so i dont even know who some of you are... =) So sorry... And anyway thanks for the concern =)

Give them all to Jesus

Are you tired of chasing pretty rainbows?
Are you tired of spinning round and round?
Wrap up all the shattered dreams of your life,
and at the feet of Jesus lay them down.

He never said you'd only see sunshine.
He never said there'd be no rain.
He only promise us a heart full of singing,
at the very thing that once brought pain.

Chorus:
Give them all, give them all,
Give them all to Jesus,
shattered dreams, wounded hearts, broken toys,
Give them all, give them all,
Give them all to Jesus,
and He will turn your sorrow into joy.
? . 7:46 AM
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